guess whose not a christian anymore. me it's me. wow okay so i just read through my entire blog, which wasn't hard because i literally have 26 post, i kind of wish i would have posted more when i was younger. anyway here is an update for 2021
1. not a christian anymore, left church back in early 2017 thought i would go back when i "felt" better, never did go back because why the FUCK would i do that. looking back church took so much of my time and energy...and money...and i also wasn't in a great place mentally to socialize with a bunch of people i barely liked. now don't get me wrong, I am greatly appreciative of what going to church DID help me with. anger problems, lack of insight, for a good six years that prayer stuff really did help my mental health. but i think at this point i'm going to leave church in the past.
2. depression kicked my ass for like 5 years. and i also think i might have undiagnosed adhd. which is not a fun realization to have at this current point in my life because i'm too broke to even have a doctor look my way.
3. relationships: i have been having soooo much sex! just kidding. i recently realized that relationships are not something that i want to persue. to me personally it is a waste of energy and time.
4. KIDs? hell no! i have two cats if that counts. just like relationships i really don't want to have children either. kids are fun when they are not yours.
5. finally getting the fuck out of my hometown. never claimed this place anyway. going up north.
well that's all of it see you. and as in "you" i mean "me" in another year i suppose. or maybe i will post more outfits on here? yes i will do that.
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